Saturday, December 31, 2011

New years eve

Dear New Years eve,

I know you want to be born into a day,

You learned the whole year so you just want to graduate,

Your teachers and some of the people want to hold you back,

And some of these people don't even know you but there treating you like crack,

Like your bad or they repulse to repel to rebel you for there selfish facts,

Then they never tell you or show you how you to act to react and never ask can you accept that,

But i know you've grown from 11th to the 12th right,

But theres a ringing from a distant room that
Doesn't sound right,

And leave all of the drama behind and cut off the chains,

Your no longer a slave to the clock or the little hand on it with the chime and the ring,

Sad thing is next year the same thing will happen and you already know it so you blow a fuse and sing,

And pick up a delicious fuse entitled amnesia  and drink it until the last drop clings,

To the bottom of the bottle and your last thoughts,

Provoking you to forget about everything that your mind caught,

Earlier in the year all problem's truly disappear,

Until the next day like magic they all re appear like the suns leer,

Hello new years day,

To some just another day traditions break,

I'll leave it broken like a empty glass or a relationship,

Please tell me the diffrence,

between new years eve and day besides a number and a couple of faces,
 
Of Lost dreams and goals dsiplaced with,

Another year another beer lets toast to the misery,

Another year another beer never fall or rise with the same company,

Stand diffrent, indifferent or stand the same,

Just never remain,

Its new years eve live for the day never live for tommorow,

Write a list of dreams and do them all so you'll
Never face the sorrow,

Of a new year,

Happy new years


Saturday, December 24, 2011

Merry christmas

Merry Christmas to the world and may the eyes of the young shine bright,
Wanting toys, games, relationships, and a DVD of fright night,
What's more precious in life is yet to be injected and still I have no objections,
Because when I was that young I saw the world the same way and to be honest i still do And others do,
switch the toys to cars and necklaces,
And switch the games to situations we play in bars and different places to,
Attract a pretty name whose cool enough to,
Kick it in this fright night movie we call life staring aspiring stars aka you


Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Grammatical errors

If there's any grammatical errors in my  work on this blog its due mostly due to the fact I just use my phone to post and publish blogs it saves times and its easier I don't have to always be around a computer so if your reading one of my blogs and something doesn't make sense blame auto correct lol and the reason I don't go back to edit these post I feel like its a waste of time either you clearly will get the point or you won't and if you constantly go back and erase and edit and format art and the art of words it ends up looking like this picture beautiful but so vague in comparison to the thought of what was it before or was it all just lines and smears on a canvas


2012 nfl mock draft

NFL mock draft 2012
(First NFL draft and my predictions)

1. Dolphins: luck ( Miami always loves a flashy player and luck is the biggest in the last 100 years it seems they'll trade whatever to get him in my opinion)

2. Rams: kalil ( rams need to protect there huge investment in bradford and pave way for Jackson)

3. Vikings: Claiborne ( I know ill get backlash for not choosing a wr and marking him so high but i something about him fits the Vikings for me and its probably because there secondary is awful and they can address that situation in few agency)

4. Jags: blackmon ( he could have gone higher but no team needs a wr as bad as the the jags because regardless if the coaching staff stays or leaves in Jacksonville the organization has to prove gabbert isn't a bust give him a wide out like black on and they'll know)

5. Panthers: coples ( Rivera has been thinking about switching to a 3-4 and regardless if he does or doesn't he gets a college hometown type of guy who can bring depth along the lb corp or dline the panthers would be foolish to skip him here and opt for wr when there are adequate wr in free agency)

6. Colts: rieff ( this pick will likely have everyone scratching there heads but I see this as very likely again my opinion but I believe manning has done to much for the organization to let him walk and if they do he'll be a free agent and they have too many needs to think luck is the savior, trading down getting more picks is a smarter move and maybe in the second you can get tannehill also barkely, griffin or Jones seem like too eager of players to want to sit behind manning for four more years while luck gets the opportunity to start from day one lol guess well see in April.

7. Redskins: barkely (one of my 2 favorite teams have lacked a qb for quite some time regardless if shannahan is still the coach barkely fits the skins more than griffin and Jones because with Griffin you need an excellent run game to effectively make play action plays while Jones still needs some maturing but not much)

8. Cards: j. Martin ( they made a huge investment in bringing kolb in and right now its proving costly they may have beat the cowboys but were not going to see much more of that if the O line isnt solidified)

9. Eagles: d. Still ( everyone thinks they'll pick another linebacker I say there going to pick another dt because still's is not only shooting up the boards but he can create the pressure that Patterson has been lacking also by getting still's there looking at a pretty great d line that will take pressure off of the lb's and cb's making better overall team also eagles have a history of getting oline or dline players I don't expect that to decline now)

10. Kc: Kirkpatrick (I have the chiefs selecting kp because flowers and Carr contracts are almost up they'll only be able to retain one so this solidifies there cb corps again and he is the safest option current lb's would be a stretch and they don't need a we so this seems like the logical pick to me)

11. Seahawks: griffin 3 ( I have the Seahawks getting a true steal at this point in griffin because last year the main reason Carroll wanted Jackson was his mobility, griffin brings that and more and compliment with Marshawn lynch your looking at play maker heaven alot of people are mocking a wr or Landry Jones here I don't see it because they can address we in free agency and Landry Jones just doesn't fit there scheme to me it looks nice when you see it but it just ends badly)

12. Browns: Richardson ( getting Richardson solidifies most of the problems the browns have had this year inconsistency at rb and yes he'll need a wide out as well but they have two picks this is just a no brainer)

13. SD: Floyd ( its 90% likely vj is on his way out of SD and gates just isn't the go to guy he use to be and the other wideouts are non existent it seems so rivers needs a fresh new option and Floyd gives him just that I don't really see how they can mock anyone else because this addresses there biggest need or maybe I don't watch enough of there games)

14. TB: dennard ( I have a feeling this guy is going to shoot up the boards and he just seems to fit there biggest need they could go else where with this pick but they need this guy he's underrated)

15. Bills: Jeffery ( if he happens to fall this low they have to grab him I gave Floyd the higher spot because to me he's better and also bills need him because they offered Fitzpatrick a huge contract why I don't know but hey you have to protect that investment and this guy does just that plus Stevie might not be in a bills uniform next year)

16. Titans: decastro ( they need him to pave the way for Johnson and also to protect there current investment in hasselback and future investment in locker)

17. Jets: z. Brown ( jets are really in need of some linebackers and brown is surging up boards its a mystery of whether he'll truly fit Ryan's style but when you have talent like he does some how it usually works with a Carolina player)

18. Giants: kuechly ( just like the jets the giants need some linebackers and since they missed out on brown they go kuechly and he fits pretty well with there system regardless of what lb they get this year they need one and I think kuechly is that guy)

19. Broncos: upshaw ( this is probably a shocker to some because he seems like the type of guy the jets like and he is its just due to browns surge up upshaw happens to fall and he lands in a good place alot of people can see them going corner but I just doubt it j. Fox has been looking for pressure since he got to Denver and when though Von miller  and ayers has provided plenty he knows massive rush is needed to turn this organization around this pick allows dummervil to move to due or upshaw however he adjust to the scheme either way broncos will lead the league in sacks if the get this guy and others say qb like Landry Jones but nope the fans won't allow it tebow may not be the best qb but he wins and any fan like a that you cabt draft a qb when your starter is 6-1 the fans will outrage)

20. Lions: manti teo ( lions would've love to grab brown but they grab there biggest need in a linebacker and to some he's the best linebacker in the draft this is quite the steal)

21. Browns: k. Wright ( to me no other wr is worthy of 1st round consideration wright may even seem like a stretch but not only can he stretch the ball down the field with catching he'd give the browns another option in pr/ kr and the browns would finally have a very good offense with colt, Richardson, wright and so on at this point the browns have nothing to really lose)

22. Bengals: janoris Jenkins ( he's one of the remaining if not the only remain cb worth taking on the 1st and with a great young offense now the Bengals need to revamp there defense Jenkins has character concerns but that hasn't stopped the Bengals yet from picking up talent this is a really good steal if this pans out like I think it will)

23. Bears: Cordy glen: his stock is rising but with so many play makers I see him falling or rising to this pick because the bears really need to solidify this line last years pick isn't enough it helped but with glen it helps protect Cutler and helps forte greatly alot of people can see konz here but I think glen just fits better with there scheme although konz is just as good or even better in some peoples eyes)

24. Texans: peter konz ( the Texans will love the fact the bears will take glen because although chris Myers is doing well its foster and Williams contract year so I see Myers as the odd man out in this situation they would love to keep him but his price will be too high)

25. Bengals: Lamar miller ( he completes the most talented young offense in the league starting to fear more than just the ravens if my mock is correct for the division but miller complements Benson if they choose to keep Benson if not they have miller who can start day one looking pretty good for the Bengals if you ask me)

26. Cowboys: Landry Jones ( I feel like everyone's over looking how obvious this pick is and im a redskins fan lol or maybe there just over rating Jones too much but a high profile and talented player slipping this low without Jerry Jones not getting him i'll be shocked this gives Dallas there franchise qb of the future who promo can groom romo is 31 people and people already say he sucks Jones gives the organization ease because not only will Jones compliment there offense well he has the potential to help them sell out shows and have an actual great qb since aikman, cowboys dive all over this pick and Landry jones even though they could use this pick on secondary or a lb no one has more potential like jones.

27. Ravens: hightower (after watching more and more footage I'm starting to think he may be the best lb in this class and maybe the biggest steal, this pick allows high tower to play next to Lewis and eventually become his replacement and it gives the ravens a new face of the organization I mean flacco isn't doing well enough right now to consider a online pick even if Ben grubs walks over to the bank I mean free agency.

28. 49ers: Alameda ta'amu ( this seems like a no brainer to me but I haven't seen anyone mock of anywhere which is shocking because Alameda is the best nt/dt of this draft and with sopaoaga getting older along with smith he gives them depth to eventually be the anchor for there great defense I know oline issues could be addressed but when your looking at another great steal in this draft I think you can ignore it or address it later or get someone in free agency, we all know San Fran's defense is winning those games so why not solidy another good season with Alameda.

29. Pats: chase minnifield ( pats nearly lost to the colts this year and orlovsky passed for over 300 yards with only missing 7 passes somethings wrong with cb's that go to the pats they just shut down after a season or never start up at all)

30. Pats: Brandon Thompson ( I have a feeling the pats are going to go dline and I have a feeling Brandon is going to soar up boards pretty soon so this is another steal and Andre Carter as well as Alex brown are getting old they need youth on the line)

31. Steelers: mike Adams ( yes this is my favorite team along with The skins and I don't think were going to lose to the super bowl to the pack again but you can never predict football games and with the packs score its only right to rate them as the number one team as for Adams Steelers need all the help they can get on the oline Gilbert and pounce can do but so much)

32. Packers: Whitney mercillus ( this pick I'm still unsure about but its only because burfict has not been choosen yet and even though some see him as the perfect ray Lewis 2.0 I see red flags everywhere he's talented yes but his temper and unsportsman like conduct has me picking merciluss over burfict plus to me mercillus addresses two needs if they want to use him at de they can or if they want to use him at the other lb spot across from Matthews they can as well so to me mercillus is the better and safer option especially since bishop and hawk were resigned if they were to pick up burfict either hawk or bishop would move to other lb. But again I just see mercillus he's just to diverse of a player and if they happen to win the Superbowl I have a feeling McCarthy is going to have his players behaving more on good conduct and classy

Hope you enjoyed my mock draft its my first. I just feel like these are the pucks that will go down in april. I could be wrong though and ill clearly see your point if you explain it to me but I think my mock gives everyone the player they need and want until next time thanks for reading and later


Monday, December 5, 2011

Vampyre lyfe

Everyone's a star but yet there still chasing them, red dreams are in our grey eyes but we never facing them,
Were always dodging mirrors of life for the sky blue vanity,
Therefore in life its hard to hold onto your sanity,
Were all shooting in black but were loosing,
If were given the green option of better we'd probably refuse it,
I guess and I know were too stupid,
Were all lost holding onto something but its just a dream,
Sucking the life out of living while staring in the mirror is all I see

Friday, December 2, 2011

Think about it:

The misconception of perception is the reception showing the ignition of affection for acception but its neglection without the detection of direction that misses the connection and without justification the ramications of these actions mimic the junction for its resolution of motion of deletion of that said function deriviation of gumption

Quote by: Michael Lucas aka koolartistry


Wednesday, November 9, 2011

November winds (definition of man)

November winds kick me with a breeze,
foolish thinking has me lifted with glee,
thinking mother nature has a thing for me,
Lady luck ashes blunts upon my destiny,
It Burns deep when your feeling the cuts,
Cut by those not giving a fuck,
but warm hearts turn blue when the seasons change,
All those you use to care about you start feeling strange,
like did they ever care before,
I remember days when they were there before,
odd that I can only Count it on one hand,
with chopped fingers leaving only one in the middle damn,
Past October so the days are colder,
holidays are coming closer,
but still everyone's failing there they hardly work the hardest,
holidays are where your heart is,
I remember November last year I was right here,
I remember November this year and it isn't even here,
your left asking why man but I prefer you to say why Carl,
define a man but his dreams and his failures better yet,
WHY C.H.A.R.L.E.S


Friday, September 23, 2011

Taxi love

For you i always feel like im patiently waiting,
While escaping,
Gone too far out of reach,
I want you bad but i don't know how to teach,
You to trust me,
Personally i feel like every time we talking you screaming fuck me,
Never do i ever try to hurt you,
Only thing i try to do is show the worth of you,
And i hardly think its working too,
Maybe im a fool for liking you,
But still i try even though i get empty replies,
I wanna tell you a million ways how i feel inside,
But i get nervous and lost in your eyes,
Swimming in irises,
They say the blood of liking someone runs deep but doesn't compare to the minor ish,
But when the minor ish keeps making visits you can help but deposit this,
Feeling of confusion and lost joy that's firing,
Me so im unemployed only to try to sign up to be militant to deploy in your heart,
But the feeling implodes from the start,
And the actions seem to follow,
And the cold embrace tends to swallow,
But still i care and try to share,
In the cold of the night or the morning in your heart how much i like you fares

Friday, July 1, 2011

Listen to a star in the making: Nance

http://touch.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.divshare.com%2Fdownload%2F15162867-5de&h=iAQAR5okg&refid=0







Make sure to check out the one of the if not the dopest artist coming out of my area. I only see big things on the horizon for Nance. So check out and download some good music. Plus its free I mean you usually gotta pay iTunes for stuff this good lol. So go check it out asap. Also make sure to check out his video.......Nance- everybody knows.....on YouTube.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Android launchers

Android is popping up with so many devices from low to high end that it is becoming quite the competitor in the world of smartphones and cell phones in general. Some says its the ability to have your phone look however you want and perform however you want ;)

Those people to me have the same mindset.

I love having the abilty to alter my phones look on a whim with custom ui's and launchers.

So I thought what better to blog about today than android launchers. Whether your looking for something simple to complex I got you covered and just know I'm going off of personal experience.

MOST CUSTOM UI:
1. Adw launcher ex- with adw you can just about change everything in your launcher including the google search bar. The only thing you can't change is how your notification bar looks but you can sort of alter it with an app in the market called widgetzoid. So if your looking for the launcher you can tweak icons, app drawer, screen transitions and so on look no further. This launcher cost money but there is a free version that's called just adw launcher.

THE MOST STABLE ONE STOP SHOP LAUNCHER:
1. Launcher pro plus: launcher pro is an awesome launcher too and I believe its free so you can try out most features of launcher pro plus before you dive all in to buy this launcher. But to me this launcher is the grandfather to all launchers it will do all you ask of it and more and so many new launchers copy this launcher like many of the launchers I have on this list and other random ones in the market. This launcher has no themes but you can change the icons with some add ons in the market. You can also skin your widgets to match it as well. So with launcher pro plus you can't go wrong you get a stable ui and a couple of transitions that are pleasing as well. There also add ons so you can make this truly look like the htc sense ui. Such as weather and so on. The widgets are definetly a plus as well you will not have to download any excess widgets it has gmail, bookmarks, contacts, and most of the basics. So if your looking for a one stop shop launcher that wont hog up to much space you need this launcher can't stress it enough.

CLOSEST TO LAUNCHER PRO WITH MORE CUSTOMIZATION:
1: Go launcher- go launcher is the launcher that I ditched launcher pro for and this was because it allowed me more customization with a stable launcher pro type of experience. Best thing about it is that most of its add ons and the launcher itself is free. This launcher has the best developer support I've seen yet there always coming up with no add ons and features and widgets. So if your looking to get launcher pro plus but can't fathom spending that much money on a browser just go with go launcher. It also has a task killer built in. It has a lot of add ons almost rivaling the regina 3d launcher. The only drawback to this app is that its unpredictable with one of my phones it was so stable with my new one not so much but it is free. Its basically what would come to be if launcher pro plus and adw ex had a baby together lol. You can add up to like 27 screens or more I think.

THE FREE LAUNCHER CLOSEST TO SPB MOBILE SHELL:
1. Regina 3d launcher- this launcher is a nifty launcher with so many little add ons that it will be a competitor but it still lags on my phone at least. If your looking for a launcher with some cool 3d effects and kind of has the look and feel of spb mobile shell without the ridiculous price look no further.

LAUNCHER WITH THE MOST POTENTIAL:
1. Mxhome launcher- this launcher to me rivals many launchers for the top spot with its majy unique qualities. Nothing truly makes this standout like the others besides the fact that there's this clock like dock om the first page that has 3d motions and you can customize it. Its definetly a launcher that's worth showing off to friends and its a very good launcher to play with. Since I believe this launchers new give it time it will shine.

LAUNCHER MOST LIKE WINDOWS 7:
1. Launcher 7: If your looking for that launcher that's like the windows 7 experience while still having an android look no further this has most of the things that draws people to the windows device. Its clean and simple and your in and out of your phone in less than a minute and with several windows 7 app implementations in the market you can definetley go crazy mimicking windows 7. Use to be my favorite launcher but wanted something simpler while still having android feel. I should mention you can have a black status bar with this app this is probaly why I loved it soo much lol.

SIMPLEST LAUNCHER:
1. zeam launcher and taghome- this is a tie and it pretty much comes down to preference. So instead of me breaking these simple hardly takes up any space launchers go check them out. I will tell you this taghome takes less space and you can edit app drawer with categories. Zeam however has the screen preview with the pinch also you can edit columns and rows but like I said comes down to preference I prefer taghome its just as simple as zeam with more features besides screen previews.

MOST OVER PRICED AND FLASHY LAUNCHER:
1. Spb mobile shell- it cost the most point and fun to show off to friends but not a launcher someone might want to use daily.

LAUNCHER WITH THE MOST THEMES AND CUSTOM FEATURE BUT A RAW LAUNCHER:
1. Panda home is the launcher to get if you like themes and customizing your clock and your wallpapers and a lot of features its definetly a lot like adw but not that custom diffrence is that its free and still awesome. If you download ths make sure to download ferrari theme to from the market it makes your clock look so freaking good.

There's several other launchers out there to try but these launchers are the ones that I found that really stood out. Until next time readers take it easy and if I'm missing an awesome launcher just comment below. Trying out cool new launchers is like a new hobby lol

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Show love to one the best artist in Nc pt.1

Go to youtube right now and look up my bro Nance I doubt youll be dissapointed if you like good music
also feel free to comment where your from you show love to us and we show love to you its a revolving circle, diamond really whatever you prefer

So youtube this: nance everybody knows
youtube ID should say: headgraphix

Also to make it even easier to view


Here is the url:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weijJq3OSL8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

everybody knows Nance lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weijJq3OSL8&feature=youtube_gdata_player




If link isnt working/broken just go to youtube and type this in:

"Nance everybody knows"


The youtube ID should say: headgraphix


One of the dopest guys and artist I know from my area make sure to check him out he definetly has my stamp of approval by far.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Smartphone wars 2

Okay best prepaid options out there in the U.S. you have all the major carriers prepaid. Options I personally believe the best options must be in front of your face but you still must search for it when it comes to prepaid though feel like I or someone I know has tried one of them lol.
Ill rank them from who I think has the best options and overall coverage/service.

1.virgin mobile
Ill admit they do have the tendancy to piss me off. The internet messess up occasionally but when it works its the fastest I've used I use an htc evo almost all the time because its my sisters phone and even when her internet is on 4g I get highly competitively speeds but sometimes otherwise its still pretty fast as for the phone I have I currently have the optimus v and I must say this is best bang for your buck you got 25$ unlimited everything except minutes you only get 300 , 40$ you get unlimited everything and 1200 minutes and 60$ is just unlimited everything can't really beat that.

Then id have to say
2. Boost mobile

because just like virgin it uses sprint service only thing that holds boost back or gives it backseat to virgin is phone selection best phone they have is the samsung prevail and its a solid device for the price and what could land boost ahead of virgin is nextel chirp a lot of people still love that feature and its nice to have for business and pleasure

3. Cricket

I say cricket because there a pretty decent company. I've used them and besides a few text hiccups and coverage in my area they deliver a good experience for the price now that there offering more smartphones like the newly released samsung indulge. And they have rumoured dual core phone going to be released as well considering all that you can't knock them.

Only covering my experience with these phone companies I can't tell you much about others but prepaid is getting ready to be premier.

Alright again OS's

Windows 7 phone-

the os is for those who want to see all there info in a quick minute and get back to what there doing. The menus are elegant and the overall look and feel to me is the best of any os its simple and gets the job done. Only complaints is that they could have diffrent modes of OS like a horizontal look or 3d or you know something diffrent the panels are nice but after awhile it kind of gets bland. I like the xbox integration maybe we can use our phone's for the next gen xbox how cool would that be or actually be able to load our games to our phone or at least parts from it. I see the sky as the limit for the os and with more developer support and what I've mentioned above windows 7 and 8 when it comes out will run the os game. Also the zune integration is killer as well. I mean like I said if you want a phone with awesome potential windows 7 and 8 when its released will be killer. And the new partnership with zte and nokia its over good hardware and software now that's nice.

Blackberry-

A lot of people are and we're saying blackberry wouldn't last in the world of smartphones I disagree and the torch kind of helped me out. Blackberries deliver some of the best hardware on a phone I've had friends to do crazy stuff to there phone like one dropped his when he was on a pretty big rollercoaster and hardly no scratches alk about being tough my friend dropped his iphone from his chair what happened it cracked the screen lol. I just find that hilarious lol. But this is not a build quality test. Overall the business features of blackberry os is truly appealing once carriers drop those dumb blackberry internet services bill and get better multimedia player and bigger screens in the world of 4 inch and higher I think it will be business oriented peoples dream as well as a texter.

Iphone-

What dont you know about steve jobs and his I franchise that keeps people going crazy. The phone and the os use to explain itself. I'm just a little ticked at apple because they trying to sue samsung over galaxy really samsung makes a lot of the parts that go in apple way to go apple now whose gonna make them especially that processor lol. Then they say they love to fly above and beyond as the innovators but there ios5 rips off every platform known to man. I wonder what true apple fans are feeling now they can't say nothing about any platform.

Android-

Android is the best platform right now. Abilty to change the look of your interface without jailbreaking. Best hardware out of any OS. The ability to download torrents everything about android makes you love it. Its mostly the customization


But yes that's all about smartphones in the u.s to me

Smartphone wars part 1

Everyone out here including greatyb grandmas to great grandchildren today have or at least have the desire to own a smartphone.

I personally live in the U.S. so the major carriers here are Verizon, at&t, sprint and t mobile. Maybe in a couple of months it will be at&t mobile, verizon and sprint due to the possible merger of at&t and t mobile but back to what's important. I'm not saying which company is bst because it depends on where you live.

Lets instead start this way breaking the best phone's down by carrier, then best from all carriers, best prepaid option, (not going to break down specs and all that other stuff im just giving you something you can, google, bing, live search, or yahoo lol) and then ill give the advantages of diffrent mobile smartphones and there os.

First lets start with :

1. Verizon: on verizon you have an arsenal of smartphones and well you should for the price lol.
You have the htc thunderbolt, the lg revolution for the speed and droid pro, droid 2 for the texters, the droid x2 and samsung fascinate for the screen. Then you have droid bionic and the galaxy s2 variant and another rumoured phone. Then you have the iphone and windows 7 phone there's not many windows 7 phone's on verizon due to tue fact there mostly gsm most windows phones go the route of at&t and tmobile. As for the iphone well by this time everyone knows what an iphone is so no reason to explain it people love it I'm not bias when it comes to phone OS I love the windows 7 interface its simple and the menus are elegant, iphone is simply gorgeous and its well refined, blackberry is a texters best friend and its simple but complex at same time, android gives the best overall of everything you can download torrents, you got flash and awesome hardware. Not bias either I own a itouch gaming is smoother as well as audio, I have an android phone, I love what windows is doing, and I know some blackberry fiends lol and that keyboard is awesome.

2. At&t

Well the iphone made it what it is today but seems like windows 7 seems to be making a storm with the samsung focus, dell venue, and the htc7 all adequate smartphones. Android smartphones making a splash as well with the htc inspire, samsung infuse, htc aria, motorola atrix and the new lg 3d which is suppose to be coming soon and a us version of the galaxy s2

3. Sprint

Everyone knows sprint powerhouse was the evo so everyone knows the new evo 3d will be the new flagship but sprint has many smarphones that put a smile on your phone, they have the adequate windows 7 phone the arrive, they have the possible iphone coming out, they have the evo shift the samsung epic and its successor is the galaxy s2 variant, they also have some other power hitters coming this summer like the new blackberry and the motorola photon

4. T mobile

They always get the best phones to me and they get them fast they have the g2, couple blackberries, g2x, ht sensation, they have basically All the phones from windows 7 in the us lol. The list goes on and on they even may or may not receive the galaxy s2 special variant just like the epic was to the first galaxy s series.

Busyyy

Ughhh talk about being busy for the past two months I feel like I have no time to be even more productive. I have work at least 4 days a week, im currently working on my novels im done with one but im currently working on three more, and im also working on my t shirt designs and the list goes on and on I said im officially back in my last post so im trying to get back to my groove of making new post every week even multiple post sometimes lol either way it gets even harder since I have to go on the web and since I use a optimus v which is an android I get full web so I cant make simple post like id want thats why im getting a twitter make simple updates so you guys can know what im up to no matter whatever it is so ill post my twitter name up here and all you guys gotta do is go to twitter.com and click follow that simple ;) thanks for your time


Monday, May 16, 2011

Breaking down the steps of success pt.1 negativity

In order to be successful you have to think successful because if you dont believe your successful it simply wont happen for you. some people wait there whole life for success to come to them and for some people that actually works but for most of us in this world the only way to be or get rich is to strive for it. Which leads me to the people who are likely the negative people in your life dragging you down. I say that because these are the people who in there mind believe they are better than you because they currently have more than you or they are currently doing more than you at the moment. This includes friends who currently have jobs when you dont and you ask them for simple favors and its like asking them to chop off there hand. It could be something simple like can you put a word in for me or just in case you see any jobs hiring can you simply get the info for me but they wont because they like there current status in uour friendship. This also includes friends who are in school especially college when you aren't they feel the need to try to persuade you or push you into the thoughts that just because you aren't in college your not doing nothing with your life but these are the same people who are jumping into college undecided which is not bad but its like dont coach me when you dont even know what your going to do. Then there are the ones who have picked out a major which likely is business because they feel with a business degree it can give them the world and a degree in business will make them successful and rich which is wrong. I say that because how many people do you believe are thinking the same exact way. The odds off getting a job even a entry level with a business degree is pretty steep. This is because jobs have to review several canidates for the position and if you just have business degree what distinguishes you from the other canidates. Honestly nothing but a grain of salt. Basically long story short dont let any one sway you from your dreams and surround yourself with positive people who give you that support when you dont know what to do. These are the people who you may not even be that close with these may be the people who just call to check up on you or just try to see how your doing. These are the people who show a little effort to know the everyday life of you. So basically:

1. Rid yourself of negativity
2. Surround yourself with positive people im not saying ditch everyone you who you think are bad IM simply saying have more positive people in your life than the negative like a 10 to 1 scale
3. I dont care who you are you will not be successful without support of at least one person so make believers out of your friends, strangers and of course your family. Without support only you see your dream of what you want to be which is cool but at the same time it wont get you nowhere.
4. Actually define your vital goals in life and make alot of smaller goals at least 5 to 1 or 10 to 1. These small goals give you the confidence to strive for the larger life goals.
5. Last but not least have a direction in life of where you want to see yourself. It distant matter if its JuSt wanting to see yourself alive. You know without direction you have no path in this great walk of life.

Thanks for reading

Monday, March 28, 2011

summer breeze breaths blue

yes as I wake up in the morning I feel blessed,

blessed to be in a world that's this stressed,

cuz I don't know what I'd be if the world was carefree,

I ask my reflection in the mirror but it never tells me,

so most days I'm left feeling empty,

cuz my best friend never answers me,

instead he hoist up a shadow of a gun to shoot through me,

but he just shooting at my dreams,

but my dreams are sky high,

while I'm only 5' 5,

reaching for the damn sky,

I laugh for a moment but then I ask why,

but the cold breeze that use to consume me,

never dooms me,

I guess its doomsday of the seasons,

summertime must be the reason,

Monday, March 14, 2011

Dreams to last

I was inspired to write a poem for what just happened in japan but after long consideration im still not sure peoples emotions are so fragile right now and people always read to deep into things and usually assume the very worst intention its human nature. Plus I never wrote about any tragic event thats happened over the years so I didnt want to leave anyone out. All in all im not going to do it. Instead ill leave you with something short and sweet.

Most days I count the broken straws

As Nightfalls when the morning draws

Into your mind coloring simpler times,

Lost thoughts of broken dreams,

Just arent what they seem,

Intead they are fireflies,

Roaming carefree in the enchanting sky,

Taking raw emotions away to die,

So no need to cry,

The will is gone,

And your will is strong,

And even though its hard we gotta keep moving along,

With heads high like were head strong,

Such siddity" dreams that we cling to,

being bored in our humble ways has left us nothing to do,

But everything seems limitless when everything is or has a possibilty to be a norm,

So we stretch our arms,

While kicking back dazing at all the lights and all the stars,

Pondering how we ever came this far,

I say that its hope,

You can say otherwise but to me being over wise is a joke,

Lol

Sunday, March 6, 2011

learning to grow

As we learn to grow
we just learn to show
Every single thing that we've lost before
A couple missed prayers with a couple of tours
Of sleep
My mind creeps Wishing for better days
Surrounded in heaven haze
The curiosity has forgotten me so i
Say bye to the 1st and 9th dynasty
That once combined to make me
and welcome the incomplete question mark with a dash that now reps me
Every single time someone ask me my age see
I know theres a bigger picture
Because theres a bigger pitcher
Of paint as i color your minds
To rewind or fast forward through time Because they say time stops for no man
But i think it does we just never listen
To that last tick before the stroke engulfs the very minute
And in this life you only have a minute to win it
So i give my all because im in it to win it
But even when i accomplish it all im far from finished I can just look at the tears of the ocean reflecting upon the sky
And just know this is the beginning

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Hi...can I live

I tried to put the city on my back and have
winning seasons together like dungy,
but it just seems like my whole country ,
just wants me to be hungry ,
but I gotta eat,
so I massacre these beats and these sheets
of these papers,
trying to stay healthy avoiding this beef and
these haters,
and when you want money and success you
start thinking maybe ,
I can repeat what they did in the 80" s but
its crazy,
its not like I don ' t know about drugs I just
don ' t wanna be ,
Behind locked bars hoping one day I ' ll get
to see ,
Freedom in my own sense of reality,
How can a dealer get more years than a
killer or rapist I just dont see the validity ,
All I truly see is falicy,
And whats up with the minimum salaries ,
And maximum fees,
Can I be or can I live ,
And yet you wonder why people are
blowing trees and cigs,
And as for the kids ,
You be killing there dreams at the age of
six,
So Wheres your confidence ,
And since you treat em this way so there
less confident ,
So you wonder why these kids dont give an
ish ,
And why most of these little girls pulling up
there dress and skirts just a couple of
inch_ es (stress word) ,
And why most of these little dudes are
walking around calling women bitch _ es
(stress word)
At the end of the day it never matters and
all that ish ,
SYou ask wheres the love when you should
ask can I be and can I live lol

Monday, February 14, 2011

Ive never been a huge fan or a fan at all of
valentines . The thought is sweet but as a
holiday im just not sold so I share a peice of
my soul about my thoughts on valentines :


Hearts suround me redder than the moon
Admiring hearts clueless with doom
Saddened hearts gloomer than fumes
Of forgotten actions with no thought to
move
Past the skys so blue
Past the ocean where eyes stayed glue
Lost on a island better yet marooned
From a world of imperfects trying to be
perfect
With the purchase of a monetary thought
regift the purchase
I guess im only nervous to be a part of the
crowd
Maybe theres a greater purchase and I have
to be the one to figure it out
But with 99 red balloons I cant even seem
to count
On day 14 I guess I dropped the count
And cut it down to 28 and found
That in conclusion valentines makes since
but its only gibberish
Maybe its because I havent found the right
ones even then I doubt ill give a shit
And I dont mean to be rude like retail
But 4 now I work in retail so I know bullshit
sales
And its nasty and all in the same so I
switch the bs to vd
Its crazy how a bitter sweet none sense can
spread like vd

Sunday, February 13, 2011

New entry

Starlights with tealight candles
Makes any situation hard to handle
The aroma builds like enamel
Well colored like flannel
Cuz with time it all begins to fade away
So im dreaming of a better and brighter
day
As time flys by
I escalate into my eyes
The depth leaves me in suprise
Wondering with the weather in my eyes
The thought always leaves me frozen
Easy to break the ice so it leaves me open
To cold breezes
With the cold sneezes
Do I love the feeling maybe it seasons
My soul with bold seasons
Implode my mind until it cant reason
Or sell it to my enemy and call it treason
I guess im losing touch with myself
Not because of the stealth of the wealth
More due to what my heart has felt
Sometimes I wanna throw pieces of my life
Off a building just to see the peak of its
flight
But the thought just scares me all night
But these nitemares seem fair and all
alright
Because it keeps me closer to the edge
But most nights im just running scared

Saturday, February 12, 2011

M.c"s interlude ( its so elementary that the thought of youmakes me wanna re live the high )

I made this for a girl who I had my biggest crush on who helped
me realize you cant always have what you want .
She didnt turn me down be the way either lol
She actually asked me out one day actually during gym class
while we were running but I figured she was joking so I said no
and kept running haha , made me think of runaway by kanye lol
either way this is her interlude especially since her b day shortly
follows valentines . Wish her the best in this journey of life ;)
Your something like a princess so your dad and mom must be
something like a king or queen,
Or maybe one or both abandoned you even though I know they
didnt it would be a sad thing
So I cant see how hatred could every fit cuz they gave you good
genes( lol )
The look in your eye is so distant sometimes I wanna switch
regimes,
But my one of my dreams is for one day to come and sweep you
off your feet,
But everytime I get the urge I shy away cuz I dont ruin any
happiness so it becomes some what of a routine
So most days i map out how to steal your heart but its another
bad scheme ,
The ream in your eyes oops I mean gleam in your eyes got me
aguilaring myself ,
Sometimes I be spitting this game so fluid im in the mirror thT I
end up drowning myself ,
And you gotta kid and a man so its so real that in reality with this
im just clowning myself ,
You been with him since 06 " july to be exact so you can see why
im doubting myself ( lol )
If your smart with clever hearts in lever parts you can see im
outting myself ,
But at the end of the day it doesnt matter ,
No matter how bad I want you and cant have you your an angel
and ill climb every ladder ,
To reach you ,
So let me teach you,
Preach to you,
On how ill always like to love you,
Other wise known as forever
Cuz you make me feel like feathers,
I feel like I wrote a million letters that I never sent
And since
Drakes killing with those interludes ,
Id figure id take a break get my thoughts together and try it too
You know who you are and if you arent get a clue
It doesnt change nothing like id want but it all stands true

Monday, February 7, 2011

Higher

you take me higher than the sun itself
you bring my heart eternal wealth
seeing you just makes me melt but
if i could hold you in my arms i could cut
everything that i hold dear to me
its something you must be telling me
but your not saying a word
its all in your eyes such a simplistic verb
i want you but i hate you
all in all there' s just something about you
that ' s just too take too
comprehend forget i don ' t understand
its the makings of a broken man
I' m tired of it all so I ' m gone with the wind

Whats the point lol

i have dreams but your just making
it harder
with nothing to show what am i
to offer
i often think my writing is something great
but with no views or coments
it cant honestly be that great
at least to the world
thats why i feel like most days
im away from the world
cuz
have you ever walked in a world of nothing
when all you wanted was something
never saying thank you never asking for it
they say i should jot it down and score it
but most days i dont believe theres
room for it so i grow bored of it
i blog for the honest love of it
but if no ones reading or listening honestly
whats the point of it
i make up probaly a third of my views
just checking
ill probaly make most views off this one
and i can bet this
the views never seem to scale the ladders
they only seem to share the laughter
150 is good but not great though
how am i suppose to fill
my pockets or mind with currensy of pesos
when im living in the u .s. with no converter
thats why sometimes i want to revert ugh
and stop blogging or writing in this section
i know i have a couple fans but not enough
to face any type of detection
so until furthermore im not writing on this
site
im going to still write but until i see a
diffrent side
youll never see it in any light
and its sad because i love posting
but after i did the math
and im most of my views im just coasting
floating on the thought im getting
somewhere
but these days im in the land of no where
peace for however long it takes

Learning to love

learning to love is such a difficult task
it makes you vulnerable to your hearts will
you try to be strong but your emotions
take over your entire will
it controls your life like a plague
plagueing your thoughts till its vague
ive seen mountains fall from love
ive seen oceans ripple from love
ive seen the sky tear open from love
ive seen worlds turn upside down from love
my whole world changes because of love
but at the end of the day
what is love
so i ask everyone in the world what is love
besides the act of love just shoved
over your body just burying you in it
im claustrophobic but even i cant get
enough of it
and when i do its just dead
and my life again is colored redder than
red

Lindenvalle times

im living in a world that is crazy
im watching everbody on my lazy
boy. got a clone sitting on the world a
decoy
im trying to make music for the rest of ya
im trying to make the best of it
but sometimes i cant even find myself
and these days i cant even find my wealth
so im saying go johnny for the cash
and there trying to ditch me for my past
im in a class of misfits
but ill reach success way before i forfeit
so its good tides
and a real good nite

So close

im so close to success i can taste it
but i dont even know how ima face it
cuz i dont want copy no one and past it
meaning there image id rather be faceless
people iphone the world giving face time
hiss
so many snakes in the world i forget
how to walk in a straight path but ima hit
your heart to make yours one with mine
and once it comebines
we will ruin to run time if not then im lying
im so close to the sun that im almost blind
im trying to keep my head on straight
but like denzel im running out of time
but i accept the bright lights and the
sunshine
because im use to dark nights in the
winter time

Go cinderella

your heaven in disguise
my hy hearts muse and suprise
just seeing your face lights any night
when you cry the world loses sight
as the sky cries along with you
i would give my all to be with you
it started off with a glance
now im walking on the palm of your hand
my whole world waits to see you smile
the thought of being with you drives me
wild
likea bush in the woods
or some trying to kill just because they
could
the world shakes upon arrival
but my world was made upon your arrival
ive seen many and fell for many
but now the only one i want is you so
sad fact is that youll never know
your on the tv while watching it
or you could be like me and just watching it
you could be a star in my eyes
or just a daily dose of a good hi
but for now since the skys showing fright
along with the sky i say goodnite
as you sleep i stare at the distant stars
wondering in my heart just where you are
on a plane . boat . or train
honestly i dont know so it drives me insane
but not to out of my brain
just the thought of you
in these dark times keeps me sane
knowing ill find you one day
or at least ill hope
until then i shrug my shoulders
and continue to laugh at jokes

Rose loves anticipation

love is the essensce of everything that
stands above heaven
if we are standing here we can make at
least seven
ways to understand new ways to find or
reason love
if i tell you how i feel and it makes me feel
special is that love
or if my heart aches till i cant take no more
is that love
i feel like im walking on thin clouds and
nothing but silent ladybugs
with fireflies and they are offering me a
million lights
through the darkness as they tell me loves
many lies as i lie
in the sky and im without a female so im
sitting here wondering why
im a pretty fly guy but at the same time im
pretty shy
i walk around with the heart of a lion
but love seems to topple it like a titan
crushing everything in its path to its
likening
my heart is at war and its missing like
lightning
so im gone for forever watch my eyes close
with a rose
waiting for an anticipating quote
like will you give me the opportunity for
you to make me lovely
if not let me enjoy this moment of loves
brief
anxiety of sobriety

Uprising (barbarian tales)

(old war poem i wrote robin hood times )
its time to make way for ye chariots
so sound ye alarms
knock down the doors while we smoke ye
bong
ride out thru the castle to parade thy town
will take it by morning without a sound
by nightfall we will party with the moon
and scream for your doom
as your wife screams for more room
but she is expendable so whack and a
boom
we are plain ruthless we savage by night
but when morning rises we are ye knights
of the fallen skies nation
so dont cry for me sins cry for salvation
when we ride throu your town
it will be truly ares for the taking
well light fire and shove it deep in your
arse
watch you struggle not to make a farce
and explode ye self
we are just soldiers we implode ourselves
with wealth and woman
and explode ourselves on ye wealth &
women
as we indulge ourselves on ye
wealth and women
till we had no more and say no
to ye wealth and thy women
likely when were old or
when a dagger pierces our souls
until then we are disgraced soldiers
and barbarians in large folds

Door of love

hey gaurd whats up with that door of love
its so unpredictable sometimes i can open
it other times i just shove
well sir you cant force it
it just happens
well it happens that somedays i want it
closed but it opens and vice versa
well in that case let me go ask my superior
but be prepared the answer might hurt ya
might hurt me well that makes it worse sir
because lately im feeling things that use to
seem fake see
well in that case i say pull up a chair well
catch dinner later along with sleep and
repeat for about a week
a week past sir and that doors still closed
well my only answer is hopefully it will
snow
so if it snows the door will blow open
not quite man but maybe ya loves just
broken
i think that may be the answer my friend
but i am geting bored do you have internet
or a tv
yeah we got the fastest internet and best
sattelite and a big screen
well in that case this wait might be well
worth it
of course man thats what ive been saying i
just hope everythings still working
ughh still working
yeah man i dont watch or surf much but i
guess its because you can always catch me
working
well at least you have a purpose i work a
couple hours even then i seem nervous add
in this new factor so hell yeah i hope its
working
(just then the tv comes on )
yess well sir the doors not open but at
least the tv' s on but the only program on is
so far gone
well what is it all i hear is whistles and
trumpets playing there song
its the olympics summer to be exact
damn might as well catch that
yeah i hear this is suppose the best one yet
plus that doors still close
got nothing else to do everythings still
farfetched
(two weeks past)
well man man im about to part ways and
parlay and hope for some better days but
its been real cool
i had a great time too
(just then someone beautiful appeared on
tv)
hold on man whose that
well thats sj i know that for a fact
she seems special i feel something buzzing
in my chest like a hotel lobby
maybe its love at first sight or you just got
a i like every pretty girl hobby ( lol )
man its not that im just short of breath so
let me sit down and take it all in
well my freind ... ...guess what just
happened
what man all i see and hear is the audience
laughing and clapping
your doors open
what my doors open
man i guess a little push or a crush was all
you needed
well its been good my friend but let me
walk up in and progress in my life i feel
everythings bliss and i cant pretend
well im happy for ya and with this one i feel
like i' ll see you more rapidly cuz this door
will never close and i' ll constantly see you
again and again my friend but for now take
care and lets parlay and partay and partake
in hearts triumph
well alright lol

So long

i feel like ive been up for two years . Four
months . Three weeks . And for a day in a
decade since i started to feel this way for
you. And still my thoughts seem undecided
and feelings seem to rival this. I feel like the
whole world is in my palms besides you.
Funny thing is that the only thing that i
desire more is truth but the lies are more
fun so it seems pretty crew. Other wise
known as clean cut because the first cut is
the deepest . And i havent even been hurt
by you personally is the thought of you that
kills me another thing is that this feelings
too real for me. But my hearts forever
yours even if its forever scorned . True love
never says goodbye but for now i dont
know it maybe when we meet but for now
its just a maybe if i seem bliss i will see you
in the mourn type of feeling and i know it
feel free quote it novice

Missed opportunity

i know im still young but ive always been
unlucky . Therefore ive always wondered
have i already met my true best friend the
one when i get married should be my best
man honestly i dont know . Then ive always
wondered have i already met my soul mate
but my heart picked it up to way too too
late and to that i honestly dont know. But i
see everything and my heart glows but only
my mind truly knows it sees all when my
hearts blinded by the moment of brief
seconds of passion or passionate feelings
clouding my thoughts and swaying my
judgement . Sometimes i just wonder with
the airconditioner of the world just blowing
harsh rain my way and honestly i dont want
the sunshine right now i just want the
devastating rain . In this frozen state of time
and mind i feel clear as the water falling
down upon me as hot as the passionate
drops of rain that seem to scold away my
darkest thoughts and as intense as the cold
air blowing my way lifting me from my
despair hoisting me into the air so smooth
of realization ...as for the best friend im not
worried no more and i still have no facts to
back that as for my love im not worried
about that either because i have ideals and
even young ladies themselves and even a
special young lady who i dont even know
yet only thing that concerns me is destiny it
loves to play games with us and to her i say
lets play for that beautiful day of truth or
awakening

I suppose

time clashes with my very being . When im
suppose to be awake i sleep and vice versa.
When im not suppose to say something i
feel the need to say more. When im not
suppose to do something i feel like getting
it done and happens repeatedly like a
chore. And as for love when im not
suppose to love i take it easy and just like
for the moment as im loving every second.
Such a lovely thing the mind. I can say. Do
or Love anything or anyone and youll never
know. The saddest lie is dont care what the
others are thinking when their mouths or
eyes or closed . In this moment my curiosity
lives forever. Knowing if i saw a couple
special people and the top one my mind
would pull the lever to this hellish bliss
moment and let my mind. body . Soul and
love free fall forever i suppose ..... .

For a moment

for a moment in time have you ever looked
at other peoples relationships and honestly
asked yourself how does it work. I know i
do i see people everyday that seem like
they fit too perfect or they dont fit at all
and not in the good way . Im just amazed at
society and the people within it . But i dont
know maybe deep down its jelousy that
fills my head with these very thoughts . Its
not like i have a problem with it i believe
love can conquer all and is the most
beautiful thing on this earth and was one of
the most beautiful abilities given to us like
thought. Im just saying i dont get it wish i
did or wish i could interview every misfit
couple and get there perspective therefore
when im in that position ill know what to
say.

Supernova pt. 2

i gave my past to the moon meaning all of
mind and a piece of my heart and
everything that bled darkness . I left my
heart in earths core so i and it could
forever feel those feelings i thought id lost
like a first love. I duplicated it all to give to
the sun my future like future wife and all
my little stars my children. The moon was
my mistress and forever will be . The earths
my first love and will forever be a part of
my life and love. The sun is my wife
because our future shines so bright in the
darkest of times and all of my children light
the sky especially two of them my little
prince and the brightest my princess. This
is the life of i the supernova

Supernova

i want to stand on top of the moon and
jump down into earth at full speed . I want
the atmosphere to close in on me as i
combust with my descent. I want the
passion in my eyes to burn with the most
intense look youve ever seen. I want the
world to shake upon my landing . And when
i land i want no scars or inflictions upon my
body just me there standing . Into a travel
there earth for the deepest abyss in the
ocean . And jump as high the mountains
that touch the sky and sky dive into this
mysterious sea of fate. I want to travel into
the pressure ripslacerations in my body .
But i will never stop until i reach the heart
of earth its core . And as soon as i get there
i want to break away the door of crust and
walk into the molten core and sit there with
the flames that burn others but not i. I sit
there legs crossed indian style thinking for
many days to come and when im done. I
shake hands with lady earth and tell her i
must part ways but she says no way . So i in
return leave my heart in that passionate
fire to forever burn with and in that lovely
fire. And with this she says thank you and
shoots me from the earth on pressured
water lifting me into yellow stone park . I
look up to the moon but its eys are low and
its look even cresent i can only think shes
jealous and think im overzealous . But im
not im committed to no one so i travel to
the sun to await the fate of life something
beautiful or my eventual doom . But she
willingly accepts me and the lights get
brighter . My voyage there will be untold
this whole passage should be wrote in a
mysterious bold because my future is far
from unknow its so far gone maybe
intangled in my past this feeling will forever
last like i. I am. ...

Life

lifes a deep rooted tree and everyone has a
branch a leaf and a seed and a twig to
connect with others some get more rain
whiile some forever get the sunshine lifes
unfair regardless of what situation you put
it in you can manipulate it howere you
want like clay in your hands and is forever
undone and eternally unfair

Jerk talk

am i jerk for thinking some girls have a nice
body and given the chance id love to be
with them emotionally and physically with
immense passion over and over again haha
but emotionally more because being with
someone physically is top notch but to
intertwine emotions takes it to the next
level with that person and youll forever
have that special bond with them and evwn
though it may be fragile its strong enough
to bear through the thick and thin then if
you add that with the physical you got
unmatched love that eventually leads to
vegas then an even bigger wedding after
that and a even bigger honeymoon then
that and an even bigger life together
hahaha so ami i jerk for thinking this way
maybe i am maybe im not physical
attraction can turn emotional and
emotional can turn physical so in the end
whats the diffrence anyone?
Waiting. ..... ..and the answer is no on all
counts no diffrence and im no jerk unless i
leave you at the alter or cheat haha

One love one drug

i only got one heart one love one mind and
one drug life so i live it to the fullest
everyday and if you want to have an
unpredictable life you should too it makes
life much better and also world take it easy

Feel free to blog your mind

alot of people hold back on their blogs but
not me because your words are the only
thing you have in this world so you better
share and cherish them because you never
know if youll have or want children or love
therefore i shotgun shoot them to the world
with a rocket and a meteor so it can have a
definite impact just listen and follow these
words and welcome to blogger nation

Rich girl

i need a rich girl who can fund my
campaign on this voyage of life and get me
and us everything we want and fund our
trips all across the world and buy me
mansions and cars basicly live the high life
it honestly would be swell to sit back and
take it easy and live lovely with your rich
girl but thats not right in my opinion work
should be equal to some aspects but hey
shouldnt it be vice versa as well so dont
judge haha rich guys to firls hahahaahaa

5 reasons guys truly want the chick withpersonality but cant because of society

1. All guys want a girl whose beautiful
inside and out but society seems to want
beauty over brain check the media 2. Guys
want that chick he can communicate wit on
all levels but again society says a chick
must be slightly dumber than the guy
check the world its very shoganistic 3 . Guys
want a girl who can understand his
feelings. Thoughts . Experiences and much
more but society again rejects this but
rebellion reigns true in the heart of many
thats why your started to see the cute
dorky awesome girl with the hunk if you
need any insight check that taylor swift
video and song you belong to me

Take a moment

take a moment out of your life and look to
the sky and wonder truthfully about its
definition in high definition as you picture
the bigger picture which dips into your
mind filling your mind with stars similar to
the big dipper no tripping therefore no
trips but you should take a trip with your
fantasies for a moment as a you fantasize
and familiarize your self with something
familiar but lost in time as it past by as
your going fishing for thoughts as your
having thoughts about reality but only its
actuality then your mind stars thinking
sexuality but not exactly just about sex as
you progress through life being perversley
progressive with no needs for stressing
while your stress levels go down and im no
downer but looking at life in the sky has
your mind going fly while your drowning in
the vodka of your thoughts no thinking
required just take a moment lean back and
kiss the sky watching your time fly by

Dont tell me its over

we stand on the edge of this bridge and
you wanna push me off so i can free fall
forever but never will i fall into your grasp
like id want because you never pull me
close enough instead you shove me away
so i scream to the wise words of enrique
inglesias i know what it feels like and say i
want you even though you may not want
me but ill never stalk you because im never
that lonely so regardless of what happens i
will wait for you even if it takes an eternity
plus one youll forever be in my heart an
well never part and i cant wait for the start
of this beautiful thing between us called
love

Dear princess

dear little girl the world awaits your
beautiful smile . Grace. Touch. Gaze . And
your very essencse . The world craves you
when you are now young and the world will
crave you when your older even more. So
in reality youll forever be loved and youll
forever be young in the worlds mind and in
its eyes. So as you move on through the
years of your life dont be sad be glad that
youve made it this far . There were other
young ones like you who didnt get to make
it to this part of the voyage and journery .
Also little princess you will encounter much
more than a guy ever could in my opinion
and much more than it seems you can bear
at certain times. You will be disgraced by
some and looked at like nothing but a
possesion because your just a girl
eventually young lady eventually beautiful
woman. So i tell you now be strong and let
no one including a man hold you down live
your life you princess the world is yours .
Even if you dont like this analogy the world
is like a ring in spaon and your the
matador and the world is your bull you
must tame it someone will go even farther
and kill there world with a destructive life
others will conquer it and move on to the
next bull and away from that destructive
lifestyle so to you young princess choice
wisely the world is clay just be wise to make
some thing useful out of it also remember
to bring the beauty of life back into the
world with your young ones because they
are the future so keep them strong as well
and live on little princess

Kick me im sleeping

kick me im sleeping in a world that
disappears behind a veil of insanity i want
to pull that veil away to reach the sanity
but for that i must encounter the sanity
hands on and thats pretty deep if you really
understood it but then again why would or
should you ive never been one to be one
inside or looking in the box ive just been
on top awaiting my dreams as well as my
future my words are deep but the worlds
wounds as well as mine are even deeper
from the lives we had but then again im
not sad im probally one of the most
cheerful laidback people youd ever meet
and a true loner at heart and a stoner at
parts as my mind drifts away i see brighter
days in brighter waves of emotion in this
deep ocean filled with the dark and light
and what lies within both im pretty open to
the ideas of love even though ive never first
hand encountered it i just sit back and
watch others as the topple over the counter
with there love which isnt right you look at
alot of couples like damn she should be
mine or vice versa if your a girl but the
answer never rings true personally i know a
couple of couples or my friends who know
couples who are couples who i choose not
to name that i wish the happiness to
forever reign true but deep down that
hardly seems true once i see them in reality
which is cross examined by so much falicy
therefore i dont feel like dropping the world
i just want you to kick me from this terrible
dream and this awful night terror feeled
sleep filled with happiness though and it
outweighs the bad but looking at those
situations i can only look like how why what
where when ha i just dont understand

Champion

everyone is a champion because everyone
is special and eveyone is special because
theres at least one person who request you
and since once person request you then
thats all you need to be needed and if you
are one to be needed then no one can
forget you and if no one can forget you
then you will always be remembered and if
youll forever be in someones mind and if
your forever in someones mind then theyll
forever have time for you in there heart
and if you are in there heart youll forever
be a champion in their heart and forever in
yours

Finding love

finding true love is like finding a million
dollars on a lucky day in a lucky week in a
lucky month in a lucky year its truthfully
that rare so to those who have found it i
truly applaud you and for those who think
they have ill appluad you when its complete
because loves more fragile than a drinking
glass in fire full of passion because once it
all sets in its gonna explode and youll be
there with super glue just depends if your
glue of feelings and hardwork are enough
to piece it all back together so thats why
finding love is so hard i know im gonna
find it and when i do im gonna shower it
with the upmost affection

Crazy thing called looneyville

well as we embark on this voyage of life we
encounter many new and foreign things
that ultimately define our lifes in the future
we are first and lastly thrown into the mass
populated town of looneyville population
everyone id they say they arent there
members of the towns hierarchy in this
town we encounter crazy love. drugs . Sex .
People. And alot more olus all of the above
twice over therefore to sum this whole
shabang up we are all crazy and if you
think you are in this world your the craziest
simply said marked and noted so next time
you see someone dont be like dont talk to
them there just crazy just avoid them
becaause your not to there crazy level its
just more respectful sincerly noted

Just a little poetry in my heart

various clouds form in many ways
many winds past by every day
every day the sun has it way
ways that sometime sway
swaying from side to side bringing
the ominous dark clouds or even the heat
upon some while others endure something
much worse
worse being the ability to not see nature
and its many wonders in a physical form
a form in which last only for a little while
until the lord or mostly God requires your
presence and for some means right now
regardless if you are old , middled aged or
young thats just life
so for those who die young, old and middle
aged regardless of age you are truly gone
too soon
so reach out to those now why they are
still here and continue to love those who
are gone to soon
and dont complain about nature and its
blazing sun, rain , droughts or hail just
know, thats your loved ones and the ones
who were gone to soon reaching out to you
When the sun, shines just right in your way
they are glad and happy in every way to see
you live this glorius way
when the sky forms clouds to rain they are
sad to know that they cant physically reach
you like they would want so they all shed a
tear for there loved ones knowing this is
the only physical way they can touch you
again
when the sky begins to become hot and
angry for many day ' s causing a drought or
thunder and lightning they are not happy to
see what you are doing therefore they
refuse to smile happy with the sun or miss
you and touch you with there tears of rain
but they cant stay mad at you forever
therefore droughts and thunder or
lightning storms cant last that long
when the sky begins to let hail or snow fall
from the sky they are just playing around
with you like they did when you were kids
or just when you liked to tease each other
or play around sometimes its even a love
hit for the the ones gone too soon or lost
loves or there just letting you know they are
watching you and telling you, you better
straighten up or you better not do that
even when the wind begins to blow your
way that is your loved ones just trying to be
close to you just to smell or to comfort or
even scare you at times , thats just how
loved ones are
therefore natures simple wonders can be
explained by science by why not let it be
explained by the ones gone too soon or
your loved ones they cant experience it any
more because the are the experience

What makes love so unpredictable?

5 things make love so unpredictable and
forever changing :
1. you never know when your going to stop
loving someone
2. You never know when you stopped liking
someone and began to love them
3. you never know when comes back in
your live when you gave that love away so
long ago
4. You are never given a definite reason
why you love someone you can only
assume and make yourself and your mind
believe what your heart feels and believes
5. You are never given the knowledge of
how much love you have to give because
you would never know how to ration it
between relatives, friends and lovers alike
but thats just whast i think and believe in
my mind and heart

what makes a woman sexy if its not herbody thats easy

There is a question that makes guy friends
aka bros as i say wonder about what makes
there friends girlfriend sexy to him if its not
her body which to many guys is the first
thing they look at but there are multiple
reasons why certain females are so sexy
even when its not their body :
1. the way a female talks or pronounces
certain words may be really cute especially
if they have an accent .
2. the way a female sleeps, eats, dances or
even walks just the little things she does
like a sway of her hair when she begins to
peak is a great example you know john
mayer said it best its just every little thing
she does
3. Character and personality which is
basicly the same is one of the main things
consider and its right a persons character
determines just how you can interact with
that person in any situation.
thats just what i have found out personally
or through friends throughout the years
and it may not stand true to all but most
people i talk to find it true

Five reasons why girls who found badguys attractive ar now finding the goodguys hard to resist

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I always knew girls who found bad guys
attractive would eventually come 2 the good
guys lol .
the major reasons are broken down into
five reasons below and they are true and
hilarious:
1. Good guys usually dont leave a good
relationship for another hhhhhhottttttttt
chick lol
2. Good guys are usually finacially stable
and dont depend on you for everything
3. Good guys usually cant get you in a bad
situation like a bad guy could example like
a girl dating a pimp she ' s an eventual
whore, girl dating a priest she ' s eventually
blessed if not already and stable unlike the
other situation lol
4. Good guys are mostly willing to give a
relationship a second try if you have excuse
my language fucked up b 4 not saying a bad
guy wouldnt but he would always throw it
in your face as an excuse 4 anything think
about it
5. Good guys are the new bad guy because
of a young girls dream they usually get
married and have successful and love filled
marriages while the bad bad guys usually
leave you at the alter probaly pregnant at
the time hate to say lol or even if they do
marry they usually end up cheating or
getting divorced

Why people you like are so confusing

I have finally cracked the reason why guys
find girls so confusing and ithe other way
around as well and i can sum it up in 3
reasons:
In my case im a guy so im coming from a
guys perspective but this apply ' s with girls
finding guys confusing as well . The
following are the main reasons 4 this
confusion.
1. say they dont want to talk
A: they usually want control in an
relationship and is willing to go to extreme
heights with avoidance which in any cas
heightens the intrigue and attraction in any
kind of relationship .
2. say their not mad when its clear they are
mad
A: People pull this bull to guilt trip the
other person into falling into that persons
trap and making them sorry even when
there not to the point where that person
gives into the other making the person who
fell into that trap a puppet or putty in the
other persons hand.
3. avoid people they like and dont like to
extreme heights
A: like i said b 4 avoidance heightens that
passion of intrigue that sends your mind
into a frenzy of attraction especially if
someone you like or likes you avoids you
therefore making it clear in your heart but
clouded in your mind to the point where
you only think about that person
P. S: i ust felt like it needed 2 be said and if
you dont understand it now think about
and youll comprehend or get this later .

First blog

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Being the new guy or girl but guy in my
case lol in any thing requires the skill to
conform with the norms of a group , certain
person , events or even sites for example in
any case by standing out and not
conforming makes you the lone wolf in a
pack of wolves so what im basicly saying is
if this site becomes extremely popular in
the next couple of months excuse my
language but fuck it lol. (applause )