Apocalypse 11:11

I made this post because every time I look at a clock randomly it says 11:11 not because of the supposed apocalypse lol.

Its just every time I look at a clock it says 11:11 and I find it quite weird considering chain of events in my life and in general. For starters I recently met 2 or 3 random people who shared the same exact birthday and month as me and I've never encountered that before until I started seeing the clocks placement on 11:11. You may say what does my birthday or there birthdays have to do with a 11:11 well the birthday were talking about is 2/22 and hopefully you can see why I find that unique and Erie. Also lately I've been feeling strange and in my own little world at times and if you look at the meaning of the number 11 on the web you encounter a lot of supernatural and spiritual world type of things and lately everything seems like a web everything is just connected. I may just be reading too much into this and probably sure I am but the fact these weird events have been happening for more than a month and a half or two months seems like more than a coincidence even though I'm sure it is just a coincidence. I just felt the need to air it out for future purposes and just to see have any of you ever encountered weird or Erie coincidences like this or something random?

Feel free to leave or comments or an answer to this weird situation lol

My Top 5 movies of 2012

Skyfall: to me it delivered all across the board with a great overall story, cast and it blended movie genres together so seamlessly yet still remained bond in its nature and genre. It also surpassed its predecessors. Therefore it is my number one movie on this list however it may be subject to change yet I highly highly doubt it.
The Dark Knight Rises: again like skyfall it had a pretty good story overall, cast and it stayed true to Nolans version of Batman. The only reason I cannot place it above skyfall is simply because it didn't surpass its predecessors like Skyfall and some even would argue it is the weakest in the series and it didn't live up to the hype. I however enjoyed it enough to have seen it more than 5 times. What really made this movie be placed in my top 5 was Tom Hardys  character Bane: he was a overly relatable villain and as crazy as it sounds I saw myself having a lot in common with him and at times even rooted for him. So the balance between good and neccesary evil is why the dark knight stood out amongst the crowd.
Moonrise Kingdom: You have to have an indie film that stands out and really has nothing going for it but the story itself like other films relying on prequels or sequels or action or something known to a person. The fact that this movie really was on its on against titans this year and still remained succesful and people actually enjoyed it not only movie arts people is exactly why its number 3 on my list and that's arguable considering the movies I'm going to list after were just as good and in some minds better and more enjoyable yet those films are more mainstream.
The Avengers: could've gone number 3 or even number 5 because it was the most CGI affected movie I've seen and it had an entire cast of a list stars. Plus the avengers is so well known if the justice league had a movie I would probably think the same but a little less considering dcs success rate vs marvels and considering marvel is owned by Disney now. So this movie couldn't help but be some what successful considering the success of thor, captain america' and of course iron man and underated actor Robert Downey Jr. Who pretty much made the movie stand out and land on my top 5 list I was tempted to put Sherlock Holmes: Game of shadows here but I forgot it came out last year.
Men in Black 3: even though the story was cheesy at moments at times I enjoyed it more than some of the movies on this list because it had more heart and it reminded me of past times in the movie and in my own life. It definitely deserved a spot on my top 5 list.

Honorable mentions:
Hunger Games
Ted
21 Jump Street
Prometheus
The Amazing Spiderman
Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter
That's my boy
I'm pretty sure I'm missing more

Movies I still need to see:
Jiro dreams of sushi
Breaking Dawn part 2
Lawless
Abraham Lincoln (one with Daniel Day Lewis)
Brave
Bourne Legacy (maybe)
Totall Recall
Savages
And some anime movies
And that keira knightly movie

Change: New chapters

I entitled this particular post change because in the past year ive felt that I'm finally growing up however odd that may sound since im 21 but its true. Its not like I was immature before its just like I wanted to hold on to my childhood so much that in a way it held me back for the better or worse I'm not even sure yet. The only thing I know for sure is that letting go of the past and past names are for the better. Recently I thought about reaching out to people I went to school with and people i use to know just so I could see how there life's are going I ,mean some are scheduled to be married while the others have kids or there on the brink of getting there first steps to there dream job or jobs. Then I thought they could do the same and how many people would actually reach back? and would I reach back if I was in there position?  These questions are like doors not meant to be opened. Yet in a way I already know and knew what the outcome would be so maybe that's why I preferred not to reach out. But I did reach out to one person who I held to a higher standard I guess and that person first made me smile then disappointed me ever so deeply. Especially since she was a reason why my past was filled with a lot of good moments. Also because I felt like I still loved her but Now she's just part of the crowd and part of a past that I'm moving light speeds away from like a starship. Reminds me of situations in that movie Starship Troopers how you always miss what's in front of you and how you can never celebrate too early in certain situations. If you havent seen that movie i highly suggest you look at it because its entertaining and has  some relatable stuff. Also im starting to realize Life is like a movie and every movie you've seen is connected to the past one and the future and your life itself its honestly just up to you to recognize it before its too late. I'm just glad I still realized early but I could've realized earlier yet I was blinded by the past and past names and things but not anymore. New year new chapter and chapters.

Nance.....Finally Famous.....Classic

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Cleveland Browns: Ryan Tannehill & Brandon Weeden: whose better?

Well in my personal opinion I believe that had Brandon weeden been younger he would have been a much better prospect.revered even  but the distinction between him and Tannehill isn't that far off now. I still believe Weeden will be this years Andy Dalton if he's placed in the right system and I feel Tannehill is indeed a 1st round talent but given the fact he's inexperienced he's not pro ready but giving his attributes he has alot of upside.

As I see it if the right teams pick them up I can see successful careers for them both. However Weeden is clearly the better prospect because even though his age is a factor it plays as one of his attributes because he can come in and push a younger guy or he could help groom or give a team time to find the right Qb for there team.

If all goes as I believe it will: the brown's are going to act like there truly into Tannehill to see if they can aquire a Griffinesque deal or at least something that tickles there fancy but they will select Trent Richardson with there 1st unless some team is willing to take a gamble maybe Miami and if that's the case pending on what spot they fall to I can see them possibly addressing the right tackle spot with maybe Jonathan Martin or If there trading partner is Miami they still will choose Richardson because he still will be available at the 8th overall pick. So regardless the brown's will choose Richardson. Then I believe the will choose Kendall Wright or possibly Jonathan Martin if he happens to fall.

So what that all means is that the Brown's will select Brandon weeden in the second round.

Therefore back to the argument at hand by the draft you could say Tannehill is better because he's going to go higher than Weeden but to me Weedens just better.

Also by getting Weeden the brown's get someone who can step in and either push Colt McCoy to his full potential or simply out of the Brown's front door it also allows the brown's to further build talent around whoever there QB is making a solid franchise for the next 10 years.

If the brown's however pass on Weeden I can see them picking up a guy who they can mold to be there guy while Colt McCoy still starts such as Russell Wilson or Brock osweiller.

Leaving Weeden in my personal opinion to be picked up by some shockers such as the chiefs, the ravens (because flacco is not a top 5 QB and should not  be paid like one despite his belief that he is) and pretty much any team who missed out on the Peyton Manning debacle.

As for Tannehill I see him being a dolphin no ifs and buts about it because Miami missed out on every QB this off season lol and the dolphins have Mike sherman who knows Tannehill well enough to install a Playbook Tannehill could play with on opening day of the season and if not he could sit behind Matt Moore for a season or two and Miami has no pressing needs to take anyone at 8th overall besides maybe Riley Reiff or Jonathan Martin or even the  widwout Floyd.

These are all my personal opinions
Thanks for reading

As for

Robert Griffin iii & Andrew Luck: whose better

In my personal opinion I believe that Rg3 has way more potential than Luck not taking nothing from him he is a elite QB already. I just believe that in today's league you need a QB who has hype but not the expectations of Luck because fans drive ticket sales and if he doesn't produce fans will be outraged they didn't take Rg3. That's not the main reasons why I believe Rg3 is better these are my real reasons:

1. Even though Luck is as fast as Cam Newton he is not as fast as Rg3 and he doesn't contain the rocket accurate arm of RG3 which isn't a bad thing but considering that you will need to lobby it out deep you'll need a good arm to stretch defenses to open up the offense and power the running game which the colts lack who I believe will select him with the 1st overall pick.

2. We have all seen what Mike Vick has been able to accomplish in the Nfl and how he is able to stretch plays and  Rg3 has that ability and he is bigger and stronger.

3. Again I can't help but to bring up the hype it will either be his downfall or his attribute I mean comparing him to Elway is such a high honor without him even starting in the NFL and even though he ran a pro offense Rg3 ran a spread offense that incorporated alot of pro styled plays so the distinction there isn't by much but I will give the edge to Luck.

4. Rg3's mentality also gives him an edge over Luck as well not taking nothing from Luck I think he finished with high honors

5. I'm biased lol and like I've said in some other post I'm a redskins fan as well as a steeler fan and I love the hope he brings the team while getting Luck will bring the burden

6. Luck had a way better supporting cast.especially his offensive line and a trusty tight end with who just like Luck are all regarded at the top of the draft boards at there respectable positions around him while not putting down Baylor's program but Rg3 made Baylor and is Baylor.

Again it's my personal opinion

Thank you for reading

Steelers: Mike Wallace, Offseason and Draft

Alot of analyst and just people in general see the Steelers on the decline however I do not maybe I'm bias because I'm a Steelers fan as well as a redskins fan lol but I just don't see it and here's why:

We have a franchise QB in big Ben whose underated to say the least and we have a solid running game with Redman who I believe will be the Steelers starting RB and will have a Breakout season  from now on unless Mendenhall is healthy and takes a pay cut. The tight end corps are also decent enough to make plays with Heath Miller and the new addition of Leonard Pope.

The linebacker's are always a seal to be great and the secondary is becoming more stout even though william gay left.  I see no weakness remaining on the defense because youth has now been Infused in on the line and with continuous built from the draft it will once again be Dominant.

Also the Wideouts are above average and play makers. Surprisingly I'm not a huge Mike Wallace fan and I think he is the 3rd ranked receiver we have behind Brown and Cotchery. If ward was still playing i would have him ranked 4th I know some people will be scratching there heads but it's just my opinion Wallace to me is just an over glorified deep threat whose incapable of making all the catches. I'm hoping some team makes a splash for him so we can land another first and be in great position for the NFL draft.

My ideal draft is for someone to give up a 1st round pick within the top 15 to 18th so we can have the opportunity to draft David DeCastro the best gaurd in this class and one of the best I've ever seen or another top linemen like Jonathan Martin.  Also giving us the opportunity to draft Dont'a Hightower with our true 1st round pick and pick Alameda Ta'mu with the 2nd round pick to replace Casey Hampton. And with our 3rd round pick possibly picking up Bobby Massie or another gaurd.  Then with the 4th pick up any slack at wideout with Marvin McNutt, Chris Givens or A.J. Jenkins all who I believe are underated . Then with the 5th or 6th round pick get someone who is a sleeper like Robert Turbin, Vick Ballard or Terrance Ganaway who can be the eventual starter or provide depth and rotation. Then with the final two picks get someone who can provide depth in the secondary or maybe a kick or punt returner because Polamalou or Clark aren't getting any younger. Our CB's still need depth and we could use a Breakout returner because we all know a good punt or kick return can change a game.

Again these are all my opinions and I can easily see the Steelers winning 11-5 this season and even 12-4 and if there record is lower like 10-6 they will be the most dangerous playoff team if players can stay healthy.

Thank you for reading

Photographs

I'm looking at the world like an album,

Just listening why take the time to ponder the outcome,

Life and everything we sense would be better without them,

Live to the rhythm of your heart not your goals or your monetary minds phlegm,

it's sickening so I cough to only inhale the imprint of smoke that use to be air,

it's toxic how little I feel so I want to be a kid again so I I can rejoice and remember the definition of care,

but rain from the clouds skips my memory's  track de-railing me,

Impaling me with the melodies of life's only  true emotion which is jealousy,

Giving me a Napoleon mindset it's only right considering my height and length of life,

But I'm far from my maker so I can't judge what's right,

Even though I may be the spitting image I feel like a demon and portions of life is a prison sentence,

but everything is bitter sweet,

and the harder life gets is only better for me

Running

Nucleated eyes result from the acid in my brain,

provoking thoughts that range from bitter to insane,

My life's a calculated risk with no window pane,

optimizing my view while I'm trying to remain,

me,

I speak with my heart but contradict in my mind as I,

flee,

Running away from my future but kicking away my past,

so much my Size 10 and half shoes are soaked with my failures mad,

to maddening playing Madden as my life sings sweet lullabys of nothing,

if you understand this too exasperating yourself so you c as n help me to stop running.

Why do we always overthink the simplest things?

I usually don't make post like this but i feel like i want to freeze time and  document my feelings and heres why lol me and my friend Matt were discussing situations in life, goals, bullshit, college and so on lol a typical tuesday lol and then the topic of girls came up and it started to make us think since most girls these days are nice, or naturally flirtatious when do you know to pull the trigger and initiate the chain reaction of starting a relationship because just like anything in life you hate when something blows up in your face or hate when you miss the opportunity and in the barrel of life you only have so many chances to take that right shot and now im staring down the barrell of lifes shotgun and im in freeze mode but yet im still dodging the situation i say that to say this....

Theres a girl who comes to my job usually on sunday's and couple of other days she owns her own business with dogs and is absolutely stunning in character and in looks and shes practically.....matter of fact is a perfect 10 and anyone who truly knows me knows how rare that is lol funny thing is thats all i really know about her so im stunned on what to do because if i do make a move and she turns me down ill have to see her still which isn't bad but it would be awkward and if she says yes to giving me her number or something i think ill still be stunned .....after over analyzing the situation a million and one times i feel i have to ask her next time i see her problem is i mostly only see her on sundays and alot happens in a weeks time and i just dont know lol ahh decisions anyone know a solution??? Haha

What does being misunderstood mean to you?

The reason I'm making this posting is because I constantly feel like I'm in a position where someone misunderstands my actions or what I say or just something.
It hasnt occured recently but im sure a situation will soon present itself and im not sure if its me positioning myself to be in these predicaments but they tend to grow more ignoring yet abysmal over time.
These misunderstandings seem to shape my everyday life because there's always something there to remind me.
My main misunderstandings happen with females I can name many who took my actions for something else. I can name several:
couple liz's, sarahs, vickies, hannahs, ashleys, alys, lexies along with chels, taylor, kathy, morgan, jas, michelle, hope, betsy, along with several others which could probaly make up each letter of the alphabet lol.
I could choose to name other situations but everytime I think of misunderstandings I think of a girls name.
Its not like my luck for women is awful its just I guess I'm over friendly so they misinterpret my actions.
In reality besides women in my family which is a different type of like and love there's only been two that's mattered.  "JA-MC"
One has no clue the other slightly knows but in the end just like misunderstandings over time those feelings may fade as well. That's why I feel like this character from little big planet lol

Until next time stay kool

Lee Petty (Thank God im 21)

(I entitled this Lee Petty because he had a later start than a lot of racer but in the long run he will forever be remembered as one of the best may he r.I.p and I can relate to that because I feel like a lot of people have accomplished more but in the long run ill have my turn and when I get it I'm racing away with it and I also choose Lee Petty because he acomplished something major on my birthday which is today he won the 500 and that's how I want to live my life be a winner or at least finish with a winning record among other things)

Its funny looking through the pages of a book entitled reality,

Pictures of those you seem to hold to a higher standard are only actions of falicy,

Trips you out thinking did they ever truly give a shit,

Weakness of your heart has your mind racing a bit,

The alcohol in your veins from your mesh of happiness and sorrow don't taste any diffrerent,

And even if it did I think time will consome the intake and erase every bit,

But still I'm racing on clouds high fiving jesus every step,

While me and God discuss who we think is gonna get swept,

In the playoffs and job layoffs,

I'm just hoping something payoffs,

I've got big dreams,

But I've got nay sayers shooting with m16s,

And I feel like gale sayers there showcasing my sorrows and my losses on the big screen,

I'm just hoping that I can break away before I become its friend or fiend,

On top of that foolish thinking constantly deprives me of what's left,

But still I have a smile on my face like its a billion dollar pay check,

I've paid dues for 20 years add the one and now its my turn,

Subtract 11 that's what changed me because my grandma died and I yearn,

Subtract 6 more that's when my dad left and I learned,

Life is far from easy and its easy to let it turn into a fern,

I'd rather burn it down rather to let it grow,

So I can manage it like im peyton manning on the field calling all the shots and making all the throws,

I'm finally 21 and I'm still learning that even though the leaves of life get burned they still grow,

But hey only lord knows,

And time can only show,

Am I fan of life or am I a man in life

B.E.T.T.Y

Your very essence is a beautiful poison to me,

In which I'd be more than happy to drink,

The taste of your saliva would surely turn me to stone,

The touch of your skin would make the bottom of the sea or anywhere beneath the earth my home,

Your Piercing brown eyes on on your 4'11 frame haunt me

With Curves of a temptress that cries with each flaunt in agony

As the blood races and curls through my veins my mind whispers

Sweet nothings that make my mouth water as my teeth shiver

My heart pounds like a mammoths stampede with emotions of pure lust

Its prehistoric to see how much I want to taste,lick and bite every ounce of your body in a rush

Am I a vampire for wanting to take a bite out of your loveliness

Am I a beast for wanting more than this darkness and loneliness

I think not but the way I use to view you was nothing more than a piece of meat

But now when I look at you I see only the words you began to speak

They echo in my ears with your accents melodies for you are a southern belle

Your passion for me however i predict is oderless and stale

Even though there's sweat upon your body when we encounter racing down like the water from a steamy car window

I know the steam from that car will never show me all that I want to see your climax is only a crescendo

Of happiness that doesn't exhist in my heart only images of hell

Displaying the many ways I'll never have you

So through these very words I will grab you

Make you listen as the moon and the ocean collide for me

For you truly are a beauty I want but ill never have so ill be glad for at least this one moment to be a beast

And hold you as i sink my teeth into you draining you of every last thought, image or quote you ever had of me with last seconds remaining Its the gravity,

Killing me slowly in your atmosphere........Who ever knew the depravity of liking someone could be so much of a tragedy dear

B.E.T.T.Y

Love is flames (late valentines poem)

Love hates the thought of being loved

But rejoices in the hate shoved

Upon the faces of those with nothing to ebrace

We constantly race

In life to find someone who can fufill us as a whole

But we often forget we must first embrace ourselves in this blackhole

Of feelings that we often throw away to visit upon another day

We recycle the tears but often trash the happiness so we can say

We are all alone but are we really because I know out of all the infinite things in this world

Something loves us

The only question is are we too blind or deaf of all our senses to feel and embrace it

In definition we are because we are human

In statement this is loves room when

The lights of the world dim low

We poll off are skin and the flames of love begin to show

Japan and the world

Ive always felt like i was either born in japan or lived there for a long time in a past life. Its really strange at times because i also feel like I've been around the whole as well. A part of me i think actually believes this because subconsciously i want to visit these places like africa, italy, germany, france, brazil, the uk, ireland, Amsterdam, Spain, argentina, china, Russia, india, egypt, japan, the middle east, i want to visit all of the countries in the world actually from the tinniest and most humble countries to the largest and proudest countries. If i failed to mention your country my deepest apologies just hard to name all of them. Any whooo lol i felt like sharing a piece of me with you and this time not just with poetry or rhymes or a short story. Feel free to leave a comment telling me if you feel the same way? Or leave me a comment of all the places you've been or want to go or where your from. Until next time take care