When Jun Smiles

What does it take for you to laugh,
I'd do anything for you so never cease to ask,
Because you never cease to amaze me,
Just knowing your stressed tends to phase me,
If I could I would take that stress you bare for myself,
Even if you never knew it was due to myself,
Just to see you smile again is a reward in itself,
When your happy the world I know is beautiful,
When you feel down its far from the beauty I've come to know,
So tell me what does it take to make you forever happy,
Is it hanging out with family and friends you see everyday or haven't seen in awhile,
Is it working through a hard problem because its just worthwhile,
Is it making others feel beautiful and feel like they can endure any trial,
Is it simply wanting to bare witness to your, my or another's smile,
Is it playing around with illustrator while listening to Tegan and Sara,
Is it making touch up's on your doodles with an artists forgotten mascara,
All questions and humor aside I never want to see you down or cry,
Only if its needed or from a video which you can't help even if you tried,
Because your just special in such a remarkable way,
All of your emotions you express make me feel a certain way,
Yet when your down it makes me want to know you more,
So when your down again I can know what to bring ashore,
In a treasure chest in my mind and heart dedicated to you,
In all reality everything I wrote or drew lately has something to do with you,
Because regardless of where you are and even if its night you brighten my day,
Even though were miles away your the first person I want to say,
Hi to in the morning or sweet dreams in the night,
And everything in between just to see you smile on sight,
Like a snapshot I barely know you but your important to me and I hope you'd agree,
So smile like you've never smiled before,
Not only because of something I drew or wrote but due to something that made you happy before,
If you smile at my attempts that's just a plus or something more,
Such an awkward way to end this but so am I and each poem I write must have a finish,
However I never want to finish getting to know you because like I said before there's something about you,
I hope I made you smile through my cheesy words,
If not allow me to try through my cheesy verbs,
And show you just how beautiful you are when your happy and when you smile and like a crooked numeral dial,
Always know you can lean, count and call on me,
Through Whatever endeavors,
Whenever, Where ever, However, Forever, regardless of Whatsoever
Sincerly from me to you

Kia Ora

I call you my love and I call you my Queen,
Funny thing is that your also everything in between,
Your everything in reality but your even more surreal in my dreams,
I saw a glimpse of you through a screen yet I felt I could touch you,
More than sexually even deeper I thought I could love you,
The feeling only changes when you speak and smile,
I only fall deeper and deeper and I start to realize I'll be there for awhile,
Your more than a face your a place to call home,
Sad thing is I don't have even have your phone,
Number because the number of miles between us is great,
I love you internationally through my dreams and even if you never loved me back I'd still accept my fate,
Foolish thoughts and sayings from a man who doesn't believe in love even though he sees love,
As clear as the wind, blue as the ocean as well the sky and darker yet brighter than everything above,
Brighter than the sun yet knowing you is darker than moon my love,
Your like a toy and I'm the kid owner and I want you only to myself,
Yet your already taken and I want to steal you and your love for myself,
Its weak of me but you weaken me simply when you speak,
Then when I look at you its just an instant defeat,
Though its more than your beauty I love your mind and your heart,
Combine all three and its easy to see why you are the muse of this and my art,
I want you drunk off my love like wine but unlike wines your ageless,
I color you grey while others I place in color because your timeless,
I could consider even having a couple ankle biters with you,
Growing old sitting on a porch enjoying biscuits with you,
Its forward of me to say yet so forward of you to make me fall for every little thing you do,
I'd love to see you blow me down sexually, mentally even physically too,
Simple surprises or change of face or pace is like a gift from you,
Its hard for me to express how much I want you,
I thought of rain but you make me sweat because I'm nervous simply thinking of you,
Wondering if its even possible for you to love me,
Like I love you which is tried and true,
This feelings permanent like a vivid because its vivid how you make me feel livid,
Your aura's rare yet to me its even more like someone with that first name,
Which makes me think about your first crush, your first cut emotionally and physically making up your first pain,
If my dreams become reality you'll have my last name,
Maybe its a joke or a feeling that's over exeposed like a photo,
However I hope you figure out there's more though,
Than these lines lined up like a drug but you know though,
I compliment you awkwardly so in a way you can see all of me,
Want a better picture well the closest actor to me is Michael ceras personality,
No joke
I end it here my love or Borealis science named Aurora,
Greenstones in the sky resemble my love but how can I say I love you more than saying Kia Ora