When Jun Smiles

What does it take for you to laugh,
I'd do anything for you so never cease to ask,
Because you never cease to amaze me,
Just knowing your stressed tends to phase me,
If I could I would take that stress you bare for myself,
Even if you never knew it was due to myself,
Just to see you smile again is a reward in itself,
When your happy the world I know is beautiful,
When you feel down its far from the beauty I've come to know,
So tell me what does it take to make you forever happy,
Is it hanging out with family and friends you see everyday or haven't seen in awhile,
Is it working through a hard problem because its just worthwhile,
Is it making others feel beautiful and feel like they can endure any trial,
Is it simply wanting to bare witness to your, my or another's smile,
Is it playing around with illustrator while listening to Tegan and Sara,
Is it making touch up's on your doodles with an artists forgotten mascara,
All questions and humor aside I never want to see you down or cry,
Only if its needed or from a video which you can't help even if you tried,
Because your just special in such a remarkable way,
All of your emotions you express make me feel a certain way,
Yet when your down it makes me want to know you more,
So when your down again I can know what to bring ashore,
In a treasure chest in my mind and heart dedicated to you,
In all reality everything I wrote or drew lately has something to do with you,
Because regardless of where you are and even if its night you brighten my day,
Even though were miles away your the first person I want to say,
Hi to in the morning or sweet dreams in the night,
And everything in between just to see you smile on sight,
Like a snapshot I barely know you but your important to me and I hope you'd agree,
So smile like you've never smiled before,
Not only because of something I drew or wrote but due to something that made you happy before,
If you smile at my attempts that's just a plus or something more,
Such an awkward way to end this but so am I and each poem I write must have a finish,
However I never want to finish getting to know you because like I said before there's something about you,
I hope I made you smile through my cheesy words,
If not allow me to try through my cheesy verbs,
And show you just how beautiful you are when your happy and when you smile and like a crooked numeral dial,
Always know you can lean, count and call on me,
Through Whatever endeavors,
Whenever, Where ever, However, Forever, regardless of Whatsoever
Sincerly from me to you

Jun

How can I make a poem stand out like the sun from the rest,
How can I make a poem swim up from the abyss to impress,
I'm sure you've read poems that moved your heart from its chest,
I'm sure you've seen works of art that makes my attempts,
Seem like child's play or the simplicity of recess,
Even some of my other poems may seem like more,
but its just like an allure or deep forgotten love like Eleanor,
To me you are more than someone in a location I desire to go,
Regardless of location your someone I desire to know,
From likes to dislikes to the simple things we fear,
From deep conversations about life or simple things or routines that seem cosmetic like veneers,
Your more special than time itself,
Priceless more than wealth itself,
Even though I don't know you I feel like I have the potential to know you more than myself,
It sounds odd but seems less odd when one wants to know less of oneself,
And more of the world and small to grand adventures before there eyes,
Just the attempt to get to know you I could care less if it takes a million tries,
I just want to make a dent in your heart like someone wants to do in the world,
Just to be famous, infamous or to be known but I just want to be known at least by one girl,
Which is you because there's simply something about you,
That draws me in like were opposite people and magnets and makes it impossible to lie to you,
Though we have a lot in common in truth there's more to you,
Helen of troy with your looks which are very beautiful as well as historic indeed,
Yet to come close to you feel like I must do a million meteoric good deeds,
Not that I'm evil because even though at times I may seem like a demon I'm far from it,
Your like that light in the dark that resembles the red moon only seen from a hearts summit,
Your personality is something that I've never encountered before,
Something refreshing and it hits me to my core
Distant places, different phases, different faces but none compare to you,
I'd probably have to travel in space just to get a fair view,
Like Mona Lisa with a backdrop of Jackson Pollocks No. 5 with immense hue,
Getting to know you and once knowing you is like a cherry blossom tree,
Ill never stop knowing you even when something changes seasonally,
I want to say more but I feel that would take an eternity,
But I'd be willing to tell you more even if it took an infinity,
yet I'll be happy and I'll smile if you knew just one fourths of me,
And I think I'd know I'd make you smile like I rarely smile just thinking of the serenity