When Jun Smiles

What does it take for you to laugh,
I'd do anything for you so never cease to ask,
Because you never cease to amaze me,
Just knowing your stressed tends to phase me,
If I could I would take that stress you bare for myself,
Even if you never knew it was due to myself,
Just to see you smile again is a reward in itself,
When your happy the world I know is beautiful,
When you feel down its far from the beauty I've come to know,
So tell me what does it take to make you forever happy,
Is it hanging out with family and friends you see everyday or haven't seen in awhile,
Is it working through a hard problem because its just worthwhile,
Is it making others feel beautiful and feel like they can endure any trial,
Is it simply wanting to bare witness to your, my or another's smile,
Is it playing around with illustrator while listening to Tegan and Sara,
Is it making touch up's on your doodles with an artists forgotten mascara,
All questions and humor aside I never want to see you down or cry,
Only if its needed or from a video which you can't help even if you tried,
Because your just special in such a remarkable way,
All of your emotions you express make me feel a certain way,
Yet when your down it makes me want to know you more,
So when your down again I can know what to bring ashore,
In a treasure chest in my mind and heart dedicated to you,
In all reality everything I wrote or drew lately has something to do with you,
Because regardless of where you are and even if its night you brighten my day,
Even though were miles away your the first person I want to say,
Hi to in the morning or sweet dreams in the night,
And everything in between just to see you smile on sight,
Like a snapshot I barely know you but your important to me and I hope you'd agree,
So smile like you've never smiled before,
Not only because of something I drew or wrote but due to something that made you happy before,
If you smile at my attempts that's just a plus or something more,
Such an awkward way to end this but so am I and each poem I write must have a finish,
However I never want to finish getting to know you because like I said before there's something about you,
I hope I made you smile through my cheesy words,
If not allow me to try through my cheesy verbs,
And show you just how beautiful you are when your happy and when you smile and like a crooked numeral dial,
Always know you can lean, count and call on me,
Through Whatever endeavors,
Whenever, Where ever, However, Forever, regardless of Whatsoever
Sincerly from me to you

The Artist and The Muse

From Giotto to Michelangelo, Rafael and Van Gogh,
Da Vinci, Rembrandt, Cezanne, Dali and Picasso,
Botticelli, Pollock, Velasquez, Vermeer and Monet,
To Renoir, Rubens, Kadinsky, Klimt, Warhol and Manet,
There's no great painter I wouldn't emulate,
Just to paint your many ways and embrace your lovely face,
Just to be near you for the simple chase,
Even if it took all the hours in my life for this wet love to dry,
It would be priceless and worth every every risk like playing Russian roulette with a die,
Each brush stroke would define this devine,
Feeling from the depths or simply my heart,
Your more than a muse you are my art,
As well as my spark in the dark,
Yet I've always been more of a writer than an artist but is it any less of an art,
Can I paint something out like the Dutch Mona Lisa and make something jump start,
Through words alone as I guide them down the highway of how I feel,
Or will my attempts crash and burn and I'll be just an icon on its highlight reel,
I want more out of this like someone searching for a new color,
But what if my emotions canvas every single color,
Are my feelings only dismal and black,
I know there's more to this and that's a fact,
Yet why do I feel even when I color your world its only in white and black,
Allow me to paint your world or at least draw me in it,
Retracing me into the very image of ideal guy because rethinking every word I really meant it,
All so allow me to write, paint or draw you,
And if all that fails at least let me fall for you