Taxi love

For you i always feel like im patiently waiting,
While escaping,
Gone too far out of reach,
I want you bad but i don't know how to teach,
You to trust me,
Personally i feel like every time we talking you screaming fuck me,
Never do i ever try to hurt you,
Only thing i try to do is show the worth of you,
And i hardly think its working too,
Maybe im a fool for liking you,
But still i try even though i get empty replies,
I wanna tell you a million ways how i feel inside,
But i get nervous and lost in your eyes,
Swimming in irises,
They say the blood of liking someone runs deep but doesn't compare to the minor ish,
But when the minor ish keeps making visits you can help but deposit this,
Feeling of confusion and lost joy that's firing,
Me so im unemployed only to try to sign up to be militant to deploy in your heart,
But the feeling implodes from the start,
And the actions seem to follow,
And the cold embrace tends to swallow,
But still i care and try to share,
In the cold of the night or the morning in your heart how much i like you fares